random thoughts

I was going to post this last night. Then my internet wasn’t working. So I decided to type it anyway. Because I haven’t posted in a couple of days (though it seems longer). I really might be addicted to the internet, because I seem to be getting on every day, even Christmas. Whoops. I’m not even sure what I was going to blog about. My head hurts. And I don’t really eat anymore. Maybe I have what bob has? Or had? Because I know I probably should have had dinner, but my stomach didn’t like the idea. Still, I stood in front of the fridge, and pantry for about 5 minutes, looking. But, everything sounded wrong. Either too much sugar, or too much time. I sort of wanted pizza, but that’s gone now. And I have a big headache. Maybe that’s related. I really can’t believe I’m going to bed at 9 pm. Something must be wrong with me. True, the internet is down, but I could easily reset the router if I wanted to. But, I’m tired of spending so much time online. I really need a break. I have done much thinking this week. I think it’s good for me. I’ve come to a few conclusions. Not as many as I need to, but I think it’s a start. A step in the right direction I think. I hope. If I can’t figure out my life, I’m going crazy (not that I’m not already...). On a really random note, I dreamt of vampires the other night. I wasn’t one though, sorry Sam. I wish I could remember more of it. But, there were definitely vampires. Which was awesome. Other random note: I have $32 in my bank account. That’s right, I finally paid tuition. And am trying to figure out how I can afford books. Pray?